Life after during the school holiday is really bored... especially when ur life is practically playing all day long. I have been visiting my cousin's house, playing with his CM 03/04. Frankly speaking, it's rather cool, especially if you watch the 2D match, it's better than my old CM 01/02. I got CM4, however, my computer cannot load the game, coz it's a very very old computer (pentium I) lolz. :)
Well, how is life this 2 days, i have been playing the computer for the past 2 days.. JC life is tough man and also faithfully practising my piano, now currently learning Schumann's Fantasie Pieces op. 12 no.4 "Whimps", still trying to figure out the chords... Frankly speaking, i am beginning to like Schumann pieces. It's very nice. Maybe this is the first time i am exposed to such intensive Schumann pieces. Oh ya, talking about Schumann, i find it hard to believe that his op. 12 no. 1 "Des abends" is actually a next year grade 7 exam piece, where i am learning it as a DipABRSM standard.. wow... so that means i have to play better than the grade 7 standard.. lolz.. craziness.
Another thing, sometimes in life we shouldnt read too much into lines. I am going to tell you a story. I had a misunderstanding with this person, a girl of course. We had a quarrel the last time, quarrel in sms. I remember saying to her " I hate bitch(es)" but not "you are a bitch"... however she misterpretted that i scold her a bitch... and now someone else is confronting me on her behalf for that... oh well, yes... i apologise for the misunderstanding caused, but not the words said.. coz i clearly didnt scold her "bitch". You may continue to interpret the other way and find faults against me.. but this will be my line of defence, there is nothing in the sentence "I hate bitch" that indicate " you are a bitch"... Just something to ponder about: If you are not one, then why must u react so greatly to it?? fine.. girls are sensitive people. I must admit, but i didnt mean to scold u a bitch when i said i hate bitch! If u know you are not one, then y should u bother aboout it right?
I have realised that i have become quite entirely a different person that i was in Dunman. I am becoming more straightforward, much stronger, couldnt tolerate any more backstabbing... Oh well, thanks to some people in my present school, you have change my entire life. I am becoming more stronger and immune to those ugly comments that u have made about me. Oh well, God has eyes to see things. Those people who have made fun of me got retain.. and i am still glad about that. Sad to say, I have learnt to be very mean to those people. haha. sounds sadistic... oh well, just say some people dont deserve to be nice to... u remain netral to them, they backstab behind u, what i cant stand is that you pretend to be friends with me, but u have also made ugly comments behind my back... So, is this your "friend"? I have realised that i am much more bonded to the guys in my class now... They just offer me another perspective of life. Thanks, kok for your advice during PE last thurs. Frankly speaking, I used to have a very bad impression about sports people.. somehow, i have been in the class since sec 3 where there are many sporty people in the class. Those people in my secondary school doesnt leave me with a good impression somehow, maybe because of the cultural difference. JUst imagine, u were in a fully music (mep) class in sec 1 and 2, where the people you find mixing with only talks about music stuffs, rarely sports and the following year, u find yourself being detach from your new class, cause there is nothing in common to talk about... U have also found yourself to be in a active class, people who tries to "disrupt" the class by their actions, and never fail to make people laugh. Seriously, i have learnt to accept this disruption, but just want to say is that there are times to be serious and not. A fair mixture of jokes and serious work in class is good, or else the class will be sleeping all day long.. lolz. I must say, the sports people in my class really change my life alot, thanks people and they really impressed me alot, their determination and everything.. THanks 1AA3'04.
